Missing Him

Saanvi  Pov:

I know I am being selfish and only thinking about myself but I cannot bear to let him go away from me. Am I  being too insecure? I don't want to cry yet these traitors tears keeps flowing. Now I am regretting not seeing off vaibhav at the airport. What type of girlfriend am I who's so self-centered. I am already missing him, how am I gonna live for a whole damn year like this?

'UGHHH!! I need to distract myself else I'll drown myself in guilt.'

My thoughts train came to halt with the ting of notification on my phone. Swiping the screen I saw the message from vaibhav.

'I have boarded the flight and will call you after landing there. You don't need to bawl your eyes out for me. We'll be in touch through calls if not everyday than twice a week. And lastly.........., I Love You ❤❤❤'

More tears gathered at the corner of my eyes ready to spill out. How can he be so sweet. At this rate I am gonna get diabetes.

'Oh Lord I love this guy more than my life'

A few hours later

'Stop making that face and talk to vaibhav once he reach and talk to him nicely', my friend, shefali said while glaring at me.

'Stop glaring at me like that, you'll bore a hole in my head'

I am genuinely afraid of her glares, sometimes I think she would eat ne alive if she was not my friend. But I can't complaint when my deeds are so childish.

She's been lecturing about my behaviour with vaibhav for I don't know how much time. Well I deserved this too.

'I wish I could do that and knock some senses in your stupid brain' shefali said with ' I am done with you' face.

'Aachha na I am sorry na, now don't make that face' I said being genuinely guilty.

'Hmm, what's your weekend plans?' Shefali asked sipping her espresso.

'I don't know I have nothing to do, maybe watch Netflix' I said stirring my hot chocolate.

I don't know why I cannot take my mind off  Vaibhav. Every weekend we used to spend some quality time which I am gonna miss now.

I didn't even realise when a tear escaped my eyes and fell on my hand.

It's not even a day and I am being like this. I am missing him so much.

'Hey hey saanvi, don't cry.'

I can't help it. I thought it would not be that difficult but it's easier said than done.

'It's okay, I am here with you. Okay let's do something.' Shefali said engulfing me in a warm much needed hug.

'It's been so long we haven't gone on a girls date. This weekend let's go on a date. Hmm, what's say?'

'Why didn't you said that before I thought I have to spend my weekend alone and crying.'

She laughed listening to me. We chatted for some more time and after that on our own way but not before finalising our date.

Reaching home, I laid down on bed and started scrolling my phone.

'He would have landed by now, should I call him or not?'

I was busy in my thoughts when my phone rang. It was from Vaibhav. Automaticaly a smile made it's way on my lips and without wasting any time I picked up his call.

'Hello baby.', I heard his voice after such a long time though it's been only a day but doesn't matter.

'I missed your voice so much.', I voiced out my thoughts.

He laughed on the other side saying, 'it's been only a day.'

'I can't help it you got me addicted to you, now bear with it.' I can feel him blushing on the other side.

'You're okay na Saanvi?', his question caught me off guard and not mutter anything.

'Saanvi? You there?', he asked.

'I am not okay', I uttered with a sigh. I don't want to spoil his mood by crying now.

'But I will be okay', I said without giving him a chance to speak, 'You know me and shefali are going on a girls date this weekend. We are going enjoy verg much, so don't think that I can't enjoy without you, okay?'

I joked to lighten the conversation.

'I just hope you don't become lesbian by the time I came back.'

I gasped listening him.

'How dare you vaibhav.'

I heard him laugh and I also burst into  fit of laughter.

'Baby I have to go now, I'll call you once again okay. Take care of yourself and mantain some distance from shefali.'

I giggled hearing him and bid him.

'Bye baby.'

Talking to him felt really good and assuring. Today I am gonna get a beauty sleep.

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